I’m Gone
Woot! <– An expression my friend from Miri taught me (Not Himu or Pony)
I’m finally single and depressed and possibly suicidal
Stupid firefox keeps crashing when loading dindin’s blog or facebook (now you know why i don’t use it)
Then chrome won’t let me sign into facebook, so i’m stuck between accounts
There is no need for anyone to worry about me, i’ve been teaching people my skills, at least leave my legacy behind
If anyone wants to know why i’m not writing much, it’s hard to think when LOTS of thoughts run through your head
Some stuff about my past
I used to work at a radio station in Netherlands, where i was a DJ
Even though me and dindin didn’t really have a song, we took one on
It was, Where’d You Go – Fort Minor
And yes, i sing it when i feel lonely
Where’d you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it’s been forever,
That you’ve been gone.
She said "Some days I feel like shit,
Some days I wanna quit, and just be normal for a bit,"
I don’t understand why you have to always be gone,
I get along but the trips always feel so long,
And, I find myself trying to stay by the phone,
‘Cause your voice always helps me to not feel so alone,
But I feel like an idiot, workin’ my day around the call,
But when I pick up I don’t have much to say,
So, I want you to know it’s a little fucked up,
That I’m stuck here waitin’, at times debatin’,
Tellin’ you that I’ve had it with you and your career,
Me and the rest of the family here singing "Where’d you go?"
I miss you so,
Seems like it’s been forever,
That you’ve been gone.
Where’d you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it’s been forever,
That you’ve been gone,
Please come back home…
You know the place where you used to live,
Used to barbecue up burgers and ribs,
Used to have a little party every Halloween with candy by the pile,
But now, you only stop by every once and a while,
Shit, I find myself just fillin’ my time,
With anything to keep the thought of you from my mind,
I’m doin’ fine, I plan to keep it that way,
You can call me if you find that you have something to say,
And I’ll tell you, I want you to know it’s a little fucked up,
That I’m stuck here waitin’, at times debatin’,
Tellin’ you that I’ve had it with you and your career,
Me and the rest of the family here singing "Where’d you go?"
I miss you so,
Seems like it’s been forever,
That you’ve been gone.
Where’d you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it’s been forever,
That you’ve been gone,
Please come back home…
I want you to know it’s a little fucked up,
That I’m stuck here waitin’, no longer debatin’,
Tired of sittin’ and hatin’ and makin’ these excuses,
For why you’re not around, and feeling so useless,
It seems one thing has been true all along,
You don’t really know what you’ve got ’til it’s gone,
I guess I’ve had it with you and your career,
When you come back I won’t be here and you can sing it…
Where’d you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it’s been forever,
That you’ve been gone.
Where’d you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it’s been forever,
That you’ve been gone,
Please come back home…
Please come back home…
Please come back home…
Please come back home…
Please come back home…
I was going to upload the MP3, but i was unable to find it
The day we first met: 9th July 2006
I was 16, she was 16
(Actually, we were both 15)
2 days till my Bday
6 days till her Bday
[Quoty thingy]
Oh, thinking about all our younger years
There was only you and me
We were young and wild and free
Now nothing can take you away from me
We’ve been down that road before
But that’s over now
You keep me coming back for more
[Quoty thingy]
Sigh, i don’t feel like posting anymore
Wingz, please take good care of NGElites
Banana, if you decide to leave NGElites, take care of yourself
And this blog will die shortly + files will be deleted shortly after
But NGPriest.com will exist in the DNS till the end of time
Joey Lau aka NGPriest is gone (possibly dead)
I love you Denise Cheng aka HisDindin90
In my dreams, i dreamt the future, of us, together
www.NGPriest.com <– Dead
www.MyMapleLife.com <– Dead
www.MyMapleWorld.com <– Dead
www.iPhone.NGPriest.com <– Dead
www.Patch.NGPriest.com <– Dead
www.CookiesAndStrawberries.com <– Dead
If anyone has the login ID’s, they are free to update the site however they want/can
And thank you to everyone i met, for their support though my life
William, Cindy, i hope you know that you didn’t cause this
I looked up to you both and i hope my downfall was not from copying you
Chin and Chin, long time, no talk, but happy future
Please do NOT follow my path
Banana, hope you find the right girl, be open minded?
Wingz, you’re abit too young for a gf
Daryl, thanks for Proxy posting for me
Saphira, thanks for allying FinalChapt3r and NGElites together
But this is MY Final Chapter
Ryu, good luck with Virgo, she’s back in NGElites
Virgo, good luck with life
Heng, Jen, JY to both of you, you two were made for each other
Janice, Blaze (Chris?), JUST ASK HER OUT!
To all the people on my team, (Too sad to continue this post)
Check back later for more updates
(Let’s hope i’m alive enough to finish this post)
