Good Morning Lonely World

Slept after 0453 local time
Woke at 0942 local time
5 hours sleep, +3 better than my usual 2 hours of sleep

Applied for 3 jobs yesterday, since i can’t be bothered to keep this job i currently have.

Self preservation is part of an animal’s instinct that demands that the organism survives. Pain and fear are parts of this mechanism. Pain causes discomfort so that the organism is inclined to stop the pain. Fear causes the organism to seek safety and may cause a release of adrenaline which has the effect of increased strength and heightened senses such as hearing, smell, and sight. Self-preservation may also be interpreted figuratively; in regard to the coping mechanisms one needs to prevent emotional trauma from distorting the mind.

And this is probably why i’m not dead this morning

Thanks Banana and Wingz for their help last night, sorry for all the threatening messages i sent. I don’t know what i want anymore.

[More stuff to post, but abit too depressed to post]